🔗 Share this article Full-Blown Suffering: A Personal Battle Against the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome It began on a dreary weekday morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a intense sensation erupted behind my right eye. Then came quick stabs, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the pain eased and then returned with greater intensity. Four times that day I left a colleague with activities and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried aspirin, but the agony remained unrelenting. The headaches returned frequently that fall, and once more in the spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. September and October were the worst, then the late winter. I could predict the pattern: a warning sensation in the shower, early twinges on the train, full-on pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder. This condition typically begin with severe discomfort around one eye that lasts for three hours. Approximately one in 1,000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and men are more often diagnosed. Attacks typically start with sudden, excruciating pain around a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in periodic bouts; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of long symptom-free periods. What unites patients is the intensity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or other conditions. A separate found a significant percentage of cluster patients reported suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the number fell to four percent when they were pain-free. Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, like several triggers, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home. Her relatives often mistook her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Support finally came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a specialist neurology center. Nevertheless, the inability to organize life around unpredictable pain took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her family during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility. Headaches have been described throughout history. “The first description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a publication on the subject. They attributed the ailment to an evil entity who attacked his victims' heads. Historical medical texts propose unusual treatments for what modern observers would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a distinct disorder, with treatments including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious remedies. It was a European physician who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing each day at fixed hours”. Cluster headaches were only officially recognised by international headache societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a key artery that supplies blood to the head. Leading experts in diagnosing the condition note this. In the late 1990s, researchers released the findings of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, published in a prominent journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they felt better. In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he underwent multiple operations before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor researched his symptoms. Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other primary headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A detailed history is crucial: on which side do symptoms appear? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific features such as redness, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But many first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies. A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars pulled because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks dentists still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. I remember calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack eased. National guidelines on management advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a specific drug delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently helps manage the attacks of well-known people. But leading specialists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined treatment process and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The duration of the cycle dictates the approach.” Brief cycles with infrequent attacks are handled with abortive treatment alone. More prolonged or more severe periods require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve activity. The national guidance need revising to reflect a